audio by title lost all control

i feel so wasted in my soul
sick of this shit that i've been told
empty and out of energy
jesus, i need you to be healed

i am so dark inside myself - i don't know what to do
i feel so down,so far from god,yeah i lost all control
i need a change inside to do the things that will bring gain
i don't want to do crap that is simply in vain

i know what's wrong and what is right
but i do things born from the night
seein' myself drownin' in shit
lord, i want my life to succeed